Below is a short version of my life and how I discovered access to the Spiritual Awakening experience. Nothing is by chance. When I became a teenager I developed a deep curiosity to know what God was, to know the secrets to real magic, and to understand what the ascended masters Jesus and Buddha discovered on their path to enlightenment. This deep childlike curiosity remains with me to this day, and it is what brought me on my journey to India to discover a profound spiritual awakening that has completely transformed my life.
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I feel it was this deep curiosity to know the Truth that awakened my intuitive gifts and first brought me into seeing my spiritual path. This Universe has been completely amazing and intriguing to me and continues to remain this way to this day. As far back as I can remember, I have always had a deep curiosity about this world, and this feeling that our mind and body were the greatest mysteries for us to experience, celebrate, and explore.
I could really sense and know exactly what was really going on inside them underneath it all. I was learning how to listen through a bigger filter and felt this wider perception and viewpoint of the Universe about them. I always heard what was really communicated by tuning into the silence between their words. My mom once told me that I was a Pokka-dotted fish swimming with a school of striped bass. So, unfortunately, I got my head knocked around a lot in football, which should have woke me up yet all I wanted was some beautiful goddess to fall in love with, to trust and just be interested in the real me.
My parents were trying to inspire me to go to college, yet I wanted to go to Norway and be with this beautiful exchange student I went to prom with. So I was either going to acquire a University degree in Indiana, travel the world with no money, or live at home and work a 9 to 5 job at the local Jiffy Lube.
I could not choose, so I surrendered to existence. It was the first time I felt that I had magical manifesting abilities. This is where I encountered my first miraculous mystical being named Carlos.
He was the first person I met who could actually stop his mind and be fully present. His silence was soooo deep inside that he kept listening intently to my yearning for Truth even after I was done speaking. He had this super warm heart and it felt like God was speaking through him.
Each of the answers he had to my questions were real, authentic and from the heart. He knew without words how to show me exactly what we are all looking for. He introduced me to silence between the heartbeats where I found an Infinite Source of peace and love inside my soul. My first out-of-body experience happened after picking coffee beans in Costa Rica one hot lazy afternoon. During a typical nap on a very hard couch I became so relaxed and yet conscious enough that I fell out of my body and INTO the couch!
After 3 months in Costa Rica, I came back home to Colorado and had the most amazing enlightening lucid dream. Carlos, myself and a crowd of people were all gathered around a being that I knew and could feel was Jesus.
The circles were 20 people deep around him, yet it did not matter how close you were, his sweet permeating love and exquisite peace was just as strong when you focused in his direction.
It was like every crack and crevice in your being was being filled with total love. In the few moments that I was with Jesus I absorbed his unconditional love for everything and this infinite acceptance into my heart, returning back to my body with these sensations on awakening. This energy felt so good, so warm, and sooooo powerful that you could not do anything but melt into it.
This is what I practiced for the next 6 months. Life felt like my body was physically dissolving and transforming from experiencing this Divine Love and gentle tender heart-warming energy. My feelings were being continuously bathed in a healing pool of energy this one encounter. I realized this amazing love was in everything and in everyone, everywhere I went.
The unconditional loving feeling still remains in my heart everywhere I am to this day. She was the love of my life and within a few years we decided to get married. She was a great being to catalyze the profound spiritual changes that were about to manifest within me.
I remember my first Norwegian spiritual awakening began one cold Norwegian evening in September of We were out on the town in Oslo and I had met this random guy at a party who was really drunk. I could see through his game, illusions and despair and felt this deeper yearning to be free. I decided to leave our group of friends and stay up with him till 5 a. About 35 minutes later I was awakened by a telephone call from America.
For the next year I began the most intense soul searching and self-inquiry in my entire life. My life became this forever questioning clueless path of fluctuating anger and depression. I felt like I was a ship completely lost at sea. I began experimenting with focusing on the base of my spine for long periods of time, and great surges of tremendous energy and altered states of consciousness would explode through me.
I was amazed at the actual power hidden with each human body, I had to know more! The powers of the Yogis excited me. For the next 3 years learning how to levitate became my quest, passion and reason for living life.
I meditated daily, sometimes for hours at a time, trying to bring the mind into a one-pointed focus, a stillness of awareness that could remain fixed on one thing. The ability to hold the mind still is what gives us power and freedom over the physical world. I saw this as some spiritual Olympic training program that would empower me to fly. For many months I desperately tried to meditate and create enough vital energy Chi inside myself to lift my physical body an inch or two.
I knew it was possible because within that same year I was introduced to three people in three different countries who had actually Levitated. Two of them could float 3 feet above the ground for several minutes when they were young, and the other still flies around like superman to this day.
The more I realized how real this phenomena was, my doubting skeptical scientific researcher inside began to relax and see that anything was truly possible. The desire to awaken this flying power challenged everyone and brought soooo many questions into my consciousness. It eventually led me to India where I got to meet a man named H. Poonja or Papaji. He never gave me the secrets to flying, yet pointed me towards something even more amazing than attaining supernatural powers.
Papaji directed me inside my innermost being, to discover the path of Self-Realization. I thought I was in charge of my mind and my life before I met Papaji. Now I understand that idea is yet another mind game and ego trip. It was 7 days after my birthday in , in Lucknow India, where my mind stretched beyond anything I could ever imagine or comprehend.
I had a spiritual awakening experience that transformed my life forever, and brought about what enlightenedbeings. He walked into the room and I took a picture of him without his permission. He gave me a look that could kill a small animal!
This intense energy squeezed my heart until I thought it was going to pop and I would die. I apologized immediately and as soon as he left the room, I stood up and this atomic bomb exploded throughout my entire mind, body and being.
The silence after this inner explosion literally stopped my mind from thinking that IT was charge of thinking, doing, acting, talking, being etc. There was nothing and no one left. Only a small witness of existence who was ONE with everyone and everything. From then on, everywhere I went in Lucknow was amazingly orgasmic. I was in direct communication with the Divine, through everyone and everything.
This experience lasted for the next several weeks to come and became the first of many spiritually transforming experiences that have shape shifted my life. Existence became crystal clear, and everyone I met was actually illuminating with this higher vibration and spiritual essence of God-like energy. My entire life direction completely changed after this spiritual awakening as I discovered a level of inner peace, love and freedom that was unending.
I no longer became trapped in the suffering that was created by the mind because I realized I am not the mind. I am the pure awareness and light of unbounded eternal consciousness. Yet, the mind and its past karmic patterns acts much like a wild stubborn elephant who often tries to regain control. I have my entire life to master this mind and integrate this enlightening experience.
I returned to Norway where I was living at the time, and found myself constantly drawn back to the magical mystical land of India.
This is the town where Buddha attained Enlightenment under the enormous ancient Bodhi tree. The energy in this place is totally amazing! After 10 days of meditating twice a day , I had my second Samadhi experience. It was absolute indescribable bliss, 52 hours of pure conscious connection to The Cosmic Source and its Infinite Light energy, Love and Universal Awareness. I had more physical energy and psychic knowledge of everything and everyone in existence than I ever imagined was humanly possible.
Every person I met was like an open book which I could read instantly in a few seconds from beginning to end! Unknowingly, I had awakened a few Siddhi powers through these long deep meditations, and the physical world became a playground for effortless manifestation.
I remember testing out the limits of what was possible in this state of consciousness. In about 10 minutes, it became a perfectly round donut where the sun shined through the hole onto me and remained there for several minutes. I also remember sitting at a restaurant and telepathically calling a lonely cow from a quarter a mile away.
About 15 minutes later she was standing right in front of me, greeting me. I remember just hanging out around the meditation tent and having the desire to know what my past lives were. In a few minutes I experienced an intense flash of millions of years of lifetimes where my consciousness had participated in life in the form of a rock, plant, animal, human, etc.
Everything in the Universe was available, in the glimmer of an instant. I knew in detail what people were thinking before they would say anything. I could feel a magical energy inside me and all around me everywhere I went.
Every moment of life in Samadhi is like the divine nectar of existence dripping onto your tongue. You are always having a personal conversation with the Divine Universal Intelligence. Constantly unraveling your ego, releasing the ideas of who you think you are, letting it all go and bathing in the light of your true eternal essence.
Even though these glimpses of supernatural power were utterly amazing, what intrigued me even more was the path of Enlightenment.
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Stop doing whatever you are trying to accomplish in your life for this moment. Stop thinking, stop efforting, and stop trying to achieve anything for a few moments right now. Just trust this experience. Let go of ALL your intense inner efforting for the rest of today. Just for today, relax into your body and realize in your heart of hearts that you are an Infinite Being and will never die.
The Spiritual Awakening of Jafree Ozwald
Manifesting an amazing life that is rich with loving abundant experiences comes only through being connected to the God Source. When you are relaxed, centered in your bodymind and detached from having to manifest your desires so that you can become momentarily "happy", you can easily connect to this infinite loving power within. Being connected to the God Source is what allows everyone to know they are on the right path, and desires can manifest or not, and they are still happy. Whenever you are attached to a certain outcome to "bring you happiness" you are coming from a fearful needy place and ultimately feeling disconnected to the God Source. When you are coming from the God Source, you are feeling at peace, empowered and grateful for life just as it is, and the Universe simply tends to hand over every need and desire to you. This doesn't mean you give up your intention to create your desire You give up your attachment to the result.
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